A beating heart. A tight stomach. A headache.
I am so nervous of starting the new term: Starting with training Maths Olympiad students for the second round, then Music for all the Grade 4-7 (who do not want to sing)… and then it is only 8:20 and the Maths, Science, Digital Literacy and Life Skills AND extra Maths for the struggling students still lay ahead.
I am overwhelmed and the race has not even begun yet.
Returning home, I will be spending time with my three year old. I love him with my whole heart but I struggle with being an adequate friend and a respectable mom who will be able to raise a smart, active, self-actualized person with the social skills that I lack and the motivation, skills and opportunities to succeed in an immensely competitive world.
Let’s face it, we are no longer preparing our children to compete with other children, but to compete with AI.
And all this with a bank account that is already in the red.
I am so afraid!
I hope the view from the top will be worth the climb!